I feel I am going nowhere.
Why am I doing this or that ?
Why am I going there or not going.
Why ?
My energy is floating and going somewhere.
My emotion is going inside and want to desapear.
I feel a lot of negative energy has been sitting inside of me.
It seems to feel comfortable there and happy to find me.
I am again taken by it.
Is it right to run away from it ?
Is there something I have to face………. so you came to see me ?
I don’t know.
There will be nowhere I can run away from it.
I feel all my happiness what I had felt is now fading away.
and
someday , I will think those happiness were just my illusion.
