I feel like fighting with a society, if I do what I believe in.

Even you know you are doing right,

You are not doing anything wrong,

maybe it could be very appreciated…

If people don’t show you appreciation…

If you feel ignored…

If you didn’t see how you expected the results…

It is very sad to see the negative results of what you have done, since what you did good and right was not appreciated.

There might be jealous, sadness, loneliness in the other person’s mind.

Those feeling might bother people to be honest and appreciate.

As we became older and older, we don’t want to face our jealousy, loneliness, sadness, and whatever makes you feel weak.

Weakness can’t be accepted when we are adult.

I am very sad about not being able to be honest.

If we can accept our sadness, loneliness, and jealous, it can help you to be stronger.

If we ignore it, it will just stay inside of you, and finally rot your precious heart.

When you hide it more and more, you will suffer, and you will even not be able to remember why, what, how, when….

you don’t want to touch your wound, right?

You even don’t want to know if you have wound or not.

If you find out that you have it, then you will be scared of going to see a doctor, or worst cast is that getting surgery.

no no no…

No more bad imagination….

You want to hide and ignore it, even don’t want to think about it……

let’s escape and endure the pain…

you will lie yourself with your pray  ” Please don’t come to my mind again about this problem.”

I just want to forget about it, and finally it will disappear without any pain.

and I will put up with my pain instead of going to see a doctor.

So… I will give myself nice present, such as cloths, jewelry, car…whatever worth and expensive things, since I endure my pain…….

I need to do business to endure my pain…………………

Without any caring of your pain, how could you be happy?

Do you know what makes you so unhappy?

Where is it from?

Did you care of your pain every time?

How is your pain doing?

When you did right and what you believe in, maybe you won’t be understood.

However, even you put medicine to the wound and give much more pain,

people will understand it, in the end. and…. I hope it …….

I said the title ” I feel like fighting with a society, if I do what I believe in,” because when I see so many people have the opposite opinion of mine,  I feel like I am wrong.

I feel like I should change my opinion and have the same opinion as they have.

If I say my opinion louder and am so proud of what I believe in, people will say I am outsider.

I am not having common sense.

You are a dreamer… and people laugh at me.

and I am the person who doesn’t know about the society.

Is that so?

if many people have same opinion, then is it the right opinion?

In Japan, in my small society, it is going like this.

If you do something different from others, you are a crazy strange weird person who should go away.

What do you think?

More or less, does it happen all over the world?

I don’t want to pass this kind of world to kids.

I don’t want to tell them to give up being happy.

Happiness doesn’t come with money, but caring heart.

Fighting for yourself and happiness.

Speak free and do what you think right for people.

I want to be strong enough to stand by myself.

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