Do you feel pain?
I feel pain in a deep place.
Like you got a bomb in a dark and deep sky.
In a deep silent.
Even you don’t know what made you so sad.
When you open your heart, and you got a surprising bomb, what do you do?
I don’t know what to do with it.
No one expected it would be a big one.
It is a bomb. it was hided. Nobody wanted it.
But someone stepped it. It couldn’t be helped.
Who could avoid it?
Was it wrong that someone burried the bomb?
Was it wrong that we walked around there?
We should have tried to find a bomb and get rid of it before someone stepped on it…? right ???
or was it wrong that someone made a bomb?
When you are weak, was it your fault? because you are weak? because you don’t try to be strong ?
Weakness should be disappear ?
Weakness should be hated ?
You should hate your weakness?
Should we …….
When you reglet something, what do you do?
Because you are busy, you can’t think about it. And it should be forgotten?
and someday when you have already forgotten it, it will be solved without your notice?
Do you wait for that time?
Since we are busy, we don’t have enough time to think each issues.
Every day life is so important.
Everyday we get some anxiety and worry.
Never happen that we don’t have any problem.
Right?
So…. why are you worrying so much about small problem?
Why can’t you ignore it?
Why can’t you just forget about it?
You have so many things to do other than small and so personal problem.
Why can’t you appreciate it, instead of complaining?
Why am I so　ingratitude?
